Airplanes .... really use a wish ryte now

salam n hye~

meet again...it is 6.10am n still...not sleep yet...y? i also asking myself d same question...hurm~ maybe i'm worrying sumone too much n forgetting bout myself ( i guess so,bcoz he really not being well...mkin pns dgrnyer....tpi biler tnya x nak jwb...kalo x bca fb,aq x taw...hurm...skli lgi aq rsa aq mkni x pnting dlm hdup dye :'( )......back to the topic,i can't sleep...so i hear d airplanes song...play n play..till i never now for how long i had replay d song...y i obsessed with d song tonyte?coz as u all know,it is about wish...n i could really use a wish ryte now.....hehe....nak taw aper wishes2 yg aq nak kalo aq dpt wish?tgguuu~~ korang layan lagu nie dulu k...

Can we pretend that airplanes

In the night sky

Are like shooting stars

I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

Can we pretend that airplanes

In the night sky

Are like shooting stars

I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

Yeah

I could use a dream or a genie or a wish

To go back to a place much simpler than this

Cause after all the partyin' and smashin' and crashin'

And all the glitz and the glam and the fashion

And all the pandemonium and all the madness

There comes a time where you fade to the blackness

And when you're staring at that phone in your lap

And you hoping but them people never call you back

But that's just how the story unfolds

You get another hand soon after you fold

And when your plans unravel

And they sayin' what would you wish for

If you had one chance

So airplane airplane sorry I'm late

I'm on my way so don't close that gate

If I don't make that then I'll switch my flight

And I'll be right back at it by the end of the night

Can we pretend that airplanes

In the night sky

Are like shooting stars

I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

Can we pretend that airplanes

In the night sky

Are like shooting stars

I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

Somebody take me back to the days

Before this was a job, before I got paid

Before it ever mattered what I had in my bank

Yeah back when I was tryin' to get into the subway

And back when I was rappin' for the hell of it

But now a days we rappin' to stay relevant

I'm guessin that if we can make some wishes outta airplanes

Then maybe yo maybe I'll go back to the days

Before the politics that we call the rap game

And back when ain't nobody listened to my mix tape

And back before I tried to cover up my slang

But this is for the Cada, what's up Bobby Ray

So can I get a wish to end the politics

And get back to the music that started this sh-t

So here I stand and then again I say

I'm hopin' we can make some wishes outta airplanes

Can we pretend that airplanes

In the night sky

Are like shooting stars

I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

Can we pretend that airplanes

In the night sky

Are like shooting stars

I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kn6-c223DUU

Tdi aq ader ckp kan kalo aq dpt buat wish..aper yg aq nak wish kan..nilah ANTARAnya...TADAA!!! :

1. aq nak wish supaya dye cpt sembuh!!
2. aq nak wish supaya dirir dye yg aq kenal mula2 dulu kmbli...miss so much!!
3. aq nak wish supaya dpt bear yg terbesar dlm hdp aq...hehe....
4. aq nak wish mak ngan ayah sentiasa sihat dan selamanya happy together...
5. aq  nak wish supaya minah ue taw yg aq suker dye... =.="
6. aq nak wish supaya kurus selamanya....
7. aq nak wish agar GMTB forever....
8. aq nak wish supaya aq dpt hilangkan perasaan negatif yg berlebihan....
9. aq nak wish agar si senget ue akan senget slmanya!!(mati aq)
10. n wish2 yg lain!! :D

tpi org tua2 jugak penah ckp, Be carefull for what u wish for.... ^.^

Oh My~~

[ aq x taw naper...my heart juz can stop pumping so hard..really pain in here..hurm~ ]

Surprisingly Trip [ Part 1 ]

Salam

n 

Hye~~ 

(bnyi lemah sikit)

it is 4.19 am....walawey...x tdo lgi?HEHE....actually bkn sngaja x nak tdo....tpi aq baru balik dri satu misi....namanyer "Misi Bawak Mak Pulang" (hbt x nama?,HUHU)...bkn mak aq larik OK!!pikir +ve...hehe...

actually my mom n my dad gerak ke KL pagi tdi utk send my Atok to d airport to go for Haji(alhamdulillah,smpi gak rezeki atok ku)...then at d evening aq dpt call yg my dad suh aq ke KL at that evening gak....dlm hati aq,"dah knpa?tetiber jer suh aq g KL ptg nie",,,,then dye story la..(mcm ayah dgr per yg aq kata dlm hati..hee~ =.=")....upe2nyer ayah kene panggil keje gak ptg ue(wlupun dye ngah cuti)....so aq kene teman mak aq balik ke Muar sbb x nak mak aq drive sengsorang(dangerous)....so secara kesimpulannya,aq bru pulang dari KL nie...ni story hot from d Oven...HEHE......

Muar to KL

strtng utk trip nie bkn sng...mcm2 jadik....

hurm~ pendekkan citer...aq gerak ke KL ngan berbekalkan RM10, my 2 phones, headphone n sebotol Vanilla Coke yg dibeli secara tergesa2 n tidak dilupakan perut yg sgt2 LAPAR(kruuk2~~).....

msty pelik an naper perut leh lpr?hurm~ nak citer ke x ea..hurm~~ ok la...aq bg summary jer la ea...

aq sbnrnyer nak mkn tpi der bbrpa bnda yg jadik,so aq x mkn dari pg hingga ke ptg(at d moment nak bertolak).....wlupun ku ke kedai mkn,x mkn pun.....mnum cappucino tongkat ali(wah2!!)hehe....mahal lak tue..tpi sedap...so kalo nak mnumkene mnm sebulan sekali jerk..hee~ pastu ngan meeting ngan menunggu org n wat keje + men game,really x sempat...so...empty stomach suda...pastuh mnm lak air gas...TERBAEK!!haha.....luper lak....masa bas da gerak...aq baru la sempat inform few people that i'm going to KL(punyer la mengejar masa,x smpt nak gtaw awal2).......

korang nak taw..masa dalam bas ue....aq duk sebelah couple..da kawin rasanyer.....sbb aq rasa bini dye uh da pregnant....mule2 aq tgk,aper la yg pmpn tue buat kat plastik ue,mnum air kowt...sekali..JENG3....dye ngah muntah seyh!! EUUUWW~~~ aq da la ngan prut kosong..then bnda 2 lak jadik...loya seribu daya aq......so euuww~~!!! pastuh...ader lah dua org minah nie....aq x taw la dyeorg uh mmg dilahirkan peramah kowt...hamboi~~ beramah mesra lak ngn driver bus ue....pastuh masa bas gerak..dye leh lak pasang lagu sekuat2 bunyi dari phone dye...(dye ingt org lain dlm bas ue pki public phone ke aper)....hangin jer aq...terus aq kuar kan headphone baby green yg comel(adik aq nyer),n pasang di telinga ku...pergh...feelliinngggg~~~~ :D

Arrived at KL

smpi sudaa akhirnya ku di KL....hello KL,anak KL pulang ke sarang..HAHA.(x masal)......

well dis is my 1st tyme arrived at Bukit Jalil....so it is really ackward for me 2 go around n noty2....

so,aq duduk la di sit menunggu sehingga family aq dtg...."hurm~~ lmbt lgi ker~ pnt nie~" =.="

[ nasib bek aq x jadik cmnie menunggu lama sgt ]

to be continued~ Oh My~~ :D

[ sori,citer agak pnjg,so kene wat 2 part lak..haha.(da mcm drama bersiri)..gpun da ngantok sgt nie..badan pun rasa da x brpa ok da nie...batuk(dah 3 ari) + selesema + panas bdn (sbb kene ujan) + sumthing with my head(sakit x berenti)......mgkn risaukan org kowt,smpi sndri pun jadik mcm nie..tpi x per...demi people yg aq care..x der hal lah wlupun sakit2 mcm nie..yg penting?jeng3!!HEHE.. ] 

Me.You.Her.Him.We.

salam....

n 

hye~~

hee~ pagi2 dah ngadap lappy...

well,rinie bgn awal skit..rekod dunia!!hee~

it is such a really tired day yesterday.....

it is not easy for me 2 do d Silent things as much as to do the decision on d 1st place...

but,i made it n d result is.....tadaaa!!! a little out of my thought n few of it really make me happy actually....

Y???jeng3.....
sbb dye btul2 risau kan aq..that is d most immportant thing...tul x?btul3!!!(ipin jawab) HAHA....

so I really do hope it will a better day 4 me... hopefully!! Gambate2!!

sum of the discussion we had yesterday is, aq ni mengongkong dye...

btul ker?? erm~~ actually ssh gak aq nak jwb.....

ader btul n ader gak x btlnyer.....

btulnyer....mmg aq limit kan pergaulan dye(sort of)...

n yg x btulnyer...aq bkn sengaja!!! NO! erm~

aq wat mcm 2 sbb aq x nak dye leka ngan dunia tuh~

btul,dye 2 rmi peminat...tpi~~ 
kalo asyik melayan,aq tkut dye x sedar yg dye dah hanyutkan diri jauh dari tujuan sbnr!! hurm~~~

tpi apa kan daya.....~~


der sorang minah kat kolej aq kata,
 "bang,kiter x leyh nak ubah m'sia tue kalo dye sndri x nak berubah.." 
aq setuju ngan ckp dye....tpi biasala aq..nak mng gak
 " abg yakin,abg leh tlg dye...walopon abg terpaksa wat bnda yg dye marah....
abg snggup asalkan dye menjadi yg terbaek!! "
dye bkn satu pilihan yg salah lgi sprti sblm2 nie.....
.....so.......Gambate2!! 
for me..... :D

bkn mudah~ menggapai bintang ke angkasa..OH yeah!!!(lagu tema AF)..nyempat jer kan...HAHA....

so mmg bkn sng nak wat sesuatu 2..

lagi2 skunk aq bz ngan projek.....Oh My~~ 
Projek yg membuatkan aq in HELL!!!!tidaaaaakkkkk!!!!!!

tpi aq still bg sikit masa aq utk dye....(persoalan dlm hti : dye penah wat mcm ni x kat aq?,think +ve..ader).....

knpa aq wat mcm tue?coz relationship will never be better if there is no sacrifise in it...

walopon hati nie sakit atie setiap kali aq tgk dye gembiarakan org lain n bkn aq...

walopon aq geram biler setiap yg kali aq berbual ngan dye phne x berenti msj..

tpi....bak org tua2 kata...."x kan ada kebahagian kalo tiada kesakitan....hidup bkn semudah di jangka..."(ader ker,bantai jer la...)HAHA......

aq ucpkan time kasih bnyk2 pada GMTB sbb dyeorg selalu dgr bebelan aq...dyeorg selalu dgr walopon aper yg aq ckp 2 bnda yg sama n merapik mcm puaka niyang rapik...HAHA..LUV U ALL!!!!....kan best kalo kiter kenal lbh awal....

[ kiter sama2 giler mcm nih!!HAHA ]

n thanx 2 adik aq at kolej 2 yg sudi menceriakan hati abg dye nih walopon abg dye nih x brpa baik ngan dye...really appreciate it!!

n lastly n a special thanx 2 cik minah senget super duper!!u really make me happy dis few days~ HAHA...gossiping bout many things....u really far from what i've heard but U....i kept u word that u never left me..HEHE......I think I am senget coz liking a senget gurl like U (mcm En. Hakimi) HAHA.....

[ ni lah cik minah senget ] haha

well!!prut suda lapa....

tyme 2 bekfest!!!(tpi x selera lak,hurm~)

baiklah,sayer akan cuber untuk berubah..

n sayer harap kamu pun sama yer....

sayer cuber untuk tidak mengingkong kamu...

mgkn sayer tkut kehilangan kamu..

sbb 2 sayer jadi mcm nie...

I think i really need 2 get a gurlfren..

so then it will be easier for me....

but,things willl never b 2 easy ryte!!

Oh My~~ 
where is d gurl for me!!(sengal seketika)

HAHA.....

Promise

salam 

n 

hye~~

ntuk post kali nie...aq sediakan video utk korang sumer...bukan selalu kan..

biler ader video nie..feeling skit..hee~

mlm yg sunyi nie,aq nak ckp pasal jnji....jnji pda org yg kiter sayang...

x kisah lah saper mereka....family,adik beradik,kawan baik,best buddies,bestfren,gurlfren,boyfren or etc...

yg pnting kiter raser yde pnting ntuk diri kiter....

family adalah pasti ntuk aq....aq akan baut aper jer untuk mereka...

dan juga org yg aq syng...aq sggup buat aper jer ntuk mereka...

aq ader prinsip sndri...aq da buat prinsip nie sejak aq F5....

" My love belong 2 my beloved,

whoever they r,boy or girl,man or women,

if they are my beloved,

my love belong to them, 

n my love 2 u!! "

aq x taw mcm mana nak ckp pasal jnji nie...sbb 2 aq letak video nie...

sbb aq raser video nie dah meluahkan antara jnji2 aq pda org yg aq syng...

aq nak korang taw..aq syg korang...aq trime korang mcm mana diri korang...

trimelah aq seadanya....aq bukan nak di benci,tpi dikasihi..

aq bkn nak di caci,tpi di puji,

aq bkn nak hrta,kerna aq sggup berikan sgla untu kamu,

aq bkn nak sakit,tpi aq gembira...

aq bukan nak duka,tpi inginkan suka...

aq x nak nama,hnya ingin di ingati dlm hati...

aq bkn nak popular,biarlah hnya kau yg mengetahui...

tpi....biler kaw kata aq cuber untu mengawal kaw....aq menjadi duka..lara...sedih...pilu...n sentiasa tertanya...

apa slh aq...mngapa msty aq...

aq mrh kaw bercinta,kaw thu mengapa...

kan skunk dah jadik kan...salahkan siapa?

aq x meningking,tpi cuba melindungi...

walau diri terus disakiti,x kisah...sbb aq untuk kaw....

biar org kata aper..aq pekak kan telinga..

mengapa?sbb aq x kisah..aq buat hnya untuk kaw...

aq buat semua bnda x penah pikir pasal aq...

semua untuk kaw....hnya atas nama kaw...

jdi jika aq marah,inngt utk kebaikan kaw...

jika aq majuk,hnya kerna mahu jaw memujuk...

jika aq diam nnty...aq tkut aq x kan berckp terus dgn kaw.....

sbb aper mata aq sentiasa sembap skunk?

sbb air mata selalu mengalir biler pikir pasal kaw..

penah air mata kaw menaglir sbb aq?

isk2~

biler aq kata aq x sihat....hnya doa kaw aq hrpkan...

hnya kata "mkn la ubt yer","semoga cpt smbuh" yg ku inginkan sbgi pengubat diri...

x perlu panadol,x perlu actifast.....aq akan kuatkan diri bgn untukmu....

biler aq kata aq x mkn sbb sensorang....hnya kaw yg selalu ku pikir sbgi peneman yg sesuai....

knpa kaw selalu sakitkan atie aq?sbb aq nie bodoh?atau sbb aq ni hodoh?atau sbb aq ni x mmpu seperti kaw?

hurm~~ mgkn ko sngaja x nak lihat,,,sbb aq masih ader,,,,

mgkn aq ptt prgi bru dpt kaw lihat....satu aq nak kaw ingt.....

jika aq pergi dulu nnty...aq nak kaw sentiasa ingt aq x pernah benci sekali pun pd kaw...

aq sentiasa syg kaw sejak kiter kenal sehingga skunk....sntiasa syg.....ingt tuh~

aq tkut,aq x sempat nak ucpkan pada kaw masa kali terkahir kiter jmpa t....

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Oyusuminasai!! n Oh My~~

Swallow some Liver.....

Salam...

n 

Hye~~

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aku berhenti berharap

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bila putih menyenangkan

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tanpa dendam

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aq x taw nak kata apa......hnya ini mmpu menjadi luahan aq mlm nie......truk sgt ke aq nie? smpi tuhan turunkan bnda mcm nie kat aq....isk~ kenapa....aq nie jahat ea....aq ni buruk sgt...smpi aq x layak nak trime bnda yg baik dri org len....smpi aq x layak trime layanan yg baik dri org yg aq syg....smpi aq terpaksa dikenakan berulang kali....smpi aq terpaksa di duga mc nie sekali...smpi aq hnya dijadikan hiasan smpingan dlm keindahan percintaan org.......kalo aq ader buat salah..maafkan aq....kalo aq adeer wat silap,ampunkan aq......tpi,ntuk diperlakukan mcm nie,bukan aper yg ku maw.....x per.....senget selalu kata...pikir +ve....aq cuber....sbb aq berpegang pd janji aq.....walau pun aq x taw la bgimana dgn kaw....hurm~~ really in emotional stat ryte now~ Oh My~~ 

waiting n hoping~~

salam...

n 

Hye~~

hee~~ ni sbnrnyer ngah pikir2 untuk projek...ngah wat proposal....tpi~~ da buntu...huhu...

buntu sbb per?sbb da x taw mcm mana nak teruskan lagie propossal nie...no idea....mungkin jua sbb hati ku nie ngah gundah n gulana....gundah gulana...gundah gulana lah hati ini...ewah!!!hee~~ nynayi jap..lalala~~~

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hati aq risau sebab aq raser aper yg aq harapkan x dpt....wee~~ well...tgk dari keadaan n kira2 aq skunk...

aq da sure da yg ia x kan terjadik...tpi aq masih lagi teruskan berharap2 n berharap sehingga tiba saatnnya iaitu esok....org kata aq nie determine....x nak pts asa...x nak mengalah....mgkin btul..so aq akan terus berharap sehingga tiba saatnyer...hee~~ aq taw...semakin tggi ku daki gunug harapan nie,semakin sakit aq akan rasa biler aq jatuh t....tapi,biarlah....biarkan aq terus jatuh n mati n aq tidak akan terus berharap lagi untuk lain kalinya....huu~~ 

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gambate2!!

worries~

salam....

hye~~

hurm~~ aq x taw sbnrnyer nak ckp mcm mana....tpi smnjak 2,3 hari nie...aq raser terasa ader org cuber menjauhkan diri dari aq....kalo org tuh org yg x rpt ngan aq x per la....dye nak jauh beribu batu pun x per....hehehe....tpi nie best buddy aq...2 yg aq risaw sgt tuh....dah la aq ngah pening pasal projek....aq risau pasal projek...aq risau  pasal "hari" itu n pasal nih...aq der wat salah ker?or skunk dye raser aq x sesuai nak berkawan ngan dye ker?atau aq nie semakin menyusahkan hdp dye?hurm~~ 

mcm2 bnda bermain d kepala ku skunk....dah la kompem2 aq taw aq x kan dpt ape2 dri dye nnty pd "hari" 2(yg pasti akan sgt menyedihkan aq,n skunk pun da strt raser sedeyh~~)...yg membuatkan aq sedeyh adalah kejadian smlm...dye seolah2 malu ngan aper yg aq bg ntuk dye....smpi aq sndri pun x taw nak ckp aper....kalo ikut kan perasaan tyme 2 aq akan ckp "buang jer sumer tue kalo raser malu".....tpi nsb bek aq masih leh pikir scra rasional (wlupun tyme 2 ngah lapar thp gaban) n aq diam jer....kalo bunag mmbzir..dah la financial aq da kelam kabut skunk nie...hurm~~ pastu aq blah n trus balik.....balik ngan ati yg risau n sgt2 risau...dye selesema + dye ngah tertekan sbb study.....saper yg sggup tgk best buddy dye mcm 2 sorang2 kan....tuhan jer yg taw mcm mana aq rasa masa balik tuh,smpilah tiba kat umah n smpilah aq tertido kerana kelaparan(sbb dye x mmkn,aq pun x nak mkn)....hurm~~~ terjaga kul 4 leneyh sbb tyme 2 angin kuat n hujan,teringat yg dye selesema n sejuk giler keadaan masa tuh.....tpi~~ biler msj...dam...maybe dye dah tdo...letih tue...(think positive)....hurm....pepun....mcm yg mmber aq selalu pesan kat aq...."Always Think Positive"....n skunk aq raser it is d best way 2 think like that.....

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well rash,life will always not like we expected....it goes n come whenever it want...what can we do is juz follow d flow n make sure we never drown from it..ok.....

Gambate2 Enjeru!!