.: Sometimes :.

Dear Diary,

sometimes i just wish that i'm not myself.....

sumtimes i wish i'm not rashdan rashid.....

i want sumbody else to be in my shoes....

to know what is the feeling inside it....

yah,i know....life is not the same for everybody...

i admit it....but i want they 2 experience on how being me....

seems that they like n love to criticise bout me ryte...

so be pleasure..be me n know what i'm going through for the day......

know how is my life about literally....

what i am doing everyday....

how i go through my bad day....

how i got through my obstacles...emotionally n physically....

how i got through everything that happen n still keep try to smile for others n keep company for others..

making others happy n smiling although it is bleeding in me....

i want them to know what is my life all about...

not just see what i do n then critics bout it....

not every feelings or emotion i can describe in words~ there is still some that only thought can describe it......

i really want this bear.... =(

[people says : be careful on what you wish for.....]