Tuesday, November 26, 2013

Waking Up..

salam n hye.....

after a while....I am waking up from this Dreams
a wake up that really hurt who is in it
but this is the thing I need now...
wake up and realize that it will never happen and never work

by this I wish people will stop treat me with sympathy
I don't need the sympathy that you give
well at least that it was you call it
I call it a LIE
a lie for treating me like baby and afraid what you do will hurting my feeling
don't pampered me anymore with that
it build the HOPE in myself and the raising the idea that we will be together somehow
so by this..I wish yo stop lying to me and keep it REAL with me

I am a man to be
not a boy that being a baby
I need and will face the reality
and will never hide behind the sympathy anymore
believe me...if you love me...than please help me
by then yo will never lose me
because when i am through with this
I really need a hand that I trust at the end of the road

on today
I will start my journey
erase all the memory
reformat all the memory
not because i hate you
not because our memory is worthless
but because i want to bring new perspective towards you
because i want to start new

wish me luck
as I keeping my faith to this
In Shaa Allah
when I am done with all this
we will be more than before
the hope will burn and raise new one from the ashes
the pain will be heal
and I will hide the scar
it will looks like new
wish me luck

thanks for the great time
thanks for the memory
thanks for the tears
and thanks for making me walk through your life.....


Nor Fairoz said...

akak always pray the best for u dik :)

EnJeru Rashid said...

to : Nor Fairuz

thanx kak..... really appreciate it... :)