salam....
n hye semua....
salah satu benda yg paling susah utk dilupakan adalah benda yg 'pertama kali' bagi kita...
the 1st day we were born
the 1st day we were in primary school
the day we lose our 1st teeth
the 1st time we learn something
n most of all the 1st time we fell in love
the 1st is always the hard one to be forget
because it is the 1st time we pull out all the courage in our self just to say, 'hey, I love you....'
and the worst part for it where we have to wait the answer after that. either it yes or no...
and when Yes is the answer, we are the happy person in the world.
i thought it is easy to let everything go
eventhough the answer is not what i hope so
but still, i thought it was easy...
till today, i think it is not as easy as i say it wold be
gosh, i wish i really dont do that thing that night
even it almost a year most, i really wish i didnt do it
because the effect is affecting me
yeah, i really love that person
it is a love for the 1st sight on 2008...almost 5 years ago...
only after 3 years and half i have the courage to say so....
to Allah i always ask to forget and forgive
but seems both of it never been succeed
wish there is something could make it better
wish there is someone who is truly worth to wait for... in shaa Allah....
as i am typing all this, i really still miss it
wish that the answer was yes
and maybe all this could never happen
but there is something i almost forget that
Everything Happen For a Reason
and i wish i would know what the reason are soon....
in shaa Allah....
for all my friends that have engage and married with in this year,
Congratulations to all.... I pray for the happiness ever after....
in shaa Allah...when time has come, i will be follow all of yours footsteps....
lots of love for everyone.........
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